Last week a friend of mine sparked a topic to let me ponder over- " How has my life changed after coming out of college"
The first thing that flashed through my mind was
Amir Khan's dialogue from
RDB "
jabh college
ke ish taraf tum
zindgi ko apne ishaaro mein nachaate ho,
aur doosri taraf zindgi tumhe". These words seem so true when you are working
your ass out and still not happy.
Can you actually
compare your carefree attitude you wore during your degree days with the
responsibilities that are like uninvited guest is fiddling in your mind. How much you try hard but you cannot escape from these so called office responsibilities and
sophistication in your life which constantly forces you to run back to your
btech days.
Everyday you get up remembering the days where you just bunking classes because you just
don't feel like going to the class or because you
don't want to get away with that
SharukhKhan dream you just had. Office life doesn't give you liberty to
respect your feelings. You
cannot bunk office because you feel like.
Well you have to listen to the boss even if you know what he is saying is all bull shit.You cannot walk out of the office as you did when you didn't feel like listening to you
Prof, when he was making more sense than you boss does now.
Proposing your classmate when you are not sure is it love, now cannot say it to the girl sitting in the next cabin when you are sure she is the one you want to share your work as well as home place with.
100 bucks with 4 friends around, going to a near by
dhabba sharing whatever you can manage and missing it now. 100 times more money now but looking for people to treat just like that as to avoid eating alone.
100 people surrounding you all the time but no one to share your happiness or to lend you a shoulder you can sleep on while shedding off your tears.
Weekends when you had 100 submissions pending but still going for night shows for movies and now all weekends just wanting some one to call and take you out.
Loads of parties nothing to new to wear ..... now loads of new clothes no parties.
Still
remember that first vodka shot, that first puff, crush on
Prof(something common, replace
Prof with boss;))
Maaroing niteouts without any reason now always finding out the reason and
planing for the same to
maaro nite our.