Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Main

Dil mein aag hai chunna hai aasmaano ko
Ajnabee shahar mei apnana hai begaano ko
Anjaani raahon pe chalte hi jaana hai
Yeha hosla hai mera manzil ko paana hai
Jamaana jaan jaayega
Mujhe pehchaan jaayega.

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

So Called Real World

Last week a friend of mine sparked a topic to let me ponder over- " How has my life changed after coming out of college"
The first thing that flashed through my mind was Amir Khan's dialogue from RDB "jabh college ke ish taraf tum zindgi ko apne ishaaro mein nachaate ho, aur doosri taraf zindgi tumhe". These words seem so true when you are working your ass out and still not happy.
Can you actually compare your carefree attitude you wore during your degree days with the responsibilities that are like uninvited guest is fiddling in your mind. How much you try hard but you cannot escape from these so called office responsibilities and sophistication in your life which constantly forces you to run back to your btech days.
Everyday you get up remembering the days where you just bunking classes because you just don't feel like going to the class or because you don't want to get away with that SharukhKhan dream you just had. Office life doesn't give you liberty to respect your feelings. You cannot bunk office because you feel like.
Well you have to listen to the boss even if you know what he is saying is all bull shit.You cannot walk out of the office as you did when you didn't feel like listening to you Prof, when he was making more sense than you boss does now.
Proposing your classmate when you are not sure is it love, now cannot say it to the girl sitting in the next cabin when you are sure she is the one you want to share your work as well as home place with.
100 bucks with 4 friends around, going to a near by dhabba sharing whatever you can manage and missing it now. 100 times more money now but looking for people to treat just like that as to avoid eating alone.
100 people surrounding you all the time but no one to share your happiness or to lend you a shoulder you can sleep on while shedding off your tears.
Weekends when you had 100 submissions pending but still going for night shows for movies and now all weekends just wanting some one to call and take you out.
Loads of parties nothing to new to wear ..... now loads of new clothes no parties.
Still remember that first vodka shot, that first puff, crush on Prof(something common, replace Prof with boss;))
Maaroing niteouts without any reason now always finding out the reason and planing for the same to maaro nite our.