Dil khudgarz hai
fisla hai yeh fir haath se.
Kal uska raha
abh hai tera ish raat se.
O meri jaan.....
Tu aa gaya yun nazar mei,
jaise subah dopahar mei
Madhoshi yun hi nahi dil pe chaahi,
neeyat ne li angadaai
chua tune kuch ish tarah badli fiza badla sama
Omeri jaan.....
Nadaan samjhe naa yeh dil mera
Jaanu na jaanu na ishko kya hua
Teri baho ki fir se dhoondhe yeh panaah
Tu hai kahaan
O meri jaan........
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Such a Trash
It's been long that I have written my last blog. Actually was busy with too much things happening around. Well I think I am lying if I am saying that, rather I never bothered to take out time for writing the blog from my not too much busy schedule.
What was I doing for past couple (more than) of weeks. Nothing actually.......
Everyday come to my office, opening my gmail sanguinely expecting my offer letter. Getting disappointment of it not nesting there, consoling myself that the process takes time. With a silly thought that what if it never comes, I start my each day. Then think a bit what am I suppose to complete by the end of the day and after that forget about it the whole day. First thing that puts a smile on face is "gud morning" from a mallu friend of mine. Without failing he does that. Then we discuss what had happened from last nite till this morning. Misery loves misery! then we discuss where to go for lunch, thinking about this chaman dude friend of ours who has problem in going in whatever we decide. But we love to discuss about him and by default every discussion ends with, "ask chaman he wont come". Then we all get back to our perfunctory activities till 1. Heading off for lunch and come back thinking few more hours and then another end of the day.
Girl next to me generally out of office. I wonder what she does, essentially she hardly works or rather she doesn't like to be pretentious. Looking busy doing nothing kinds. But man she come after 11 and by 4 she packs her bag and bids me good bye for the day. Well I am no better these days I also leave by 5:30 giving myself an excuse that I have to go for my yoga classes. Which i go and intentionally miss in the morning to catch up for that half an hr more of my morning sleep saying myself that will go in the evening. Then coming home call everyone one by one. Everyday thinking of finishing off this Jhumpa Lehri novel of mine which is dying to get out of my bag and praying to rest in peace for ages. But then one call and other, friends dropping in. I love them coming home but then at the same time I crib I don't get time for my self. If they don't come I wish them to drop in. Irony of life.
My room is at sixes and sevens. Just want to clear up the mess in life. Not happening!!! I will do it today for sure (std line coming out of my mouth every day). But today I will, missing the party at Taj Residency:(.
Well to be honest I started this blog to write something else but this muddle headed state is in a mess and now I am ending up with this trash. I need a break it seems, all you people just gimme a break I need it badly.....................................
What was I doing for past couple (more than) of weeks. Nothing actually.......
Everyday come to my office, opening my gmail sanguinely expecting my offer letter. Getting disappointment of it not nesting there, consoling myself that the process takes time. With a silly thought that what if it never comes, I start my each day. Then think a bit what am I suppose to complete by the end of the day and after that forget about it the whole day. First thing that puts a smile on face is "gud morning" from a mallu friend of mine. Without failing he does that. Then we discuss what had happened from last nite till this morning. Misery loves misery! then we discuss where to go for lunch, thinking about this chaman dude friend of ours who has problem in going in whatever we decide. But we love to discuss about him and by default every discussion ends with, "ask chaman he wont come". Then we all get back to our perfunctory activities till 1. Heading off for lunch and come back thinking few more hours and then another end of the day.
Girl next to me generally out of office. I wonder what she does, essentially she hardly works or rather she doesn't like to be pretentious. Looking busy doing nothing kinds. But man she come after 11 and by 4 she packs her bag and bids me good bye for the day. Well I am no better these days I also leave by 5:30 giving myself an excuse that I have to go for my yoga classes. Which i go and intentionally miss in the morning to catch up for that half an hr more of my morning sleep saying myself that will go in the evening. Then coming home call everyone one by one. Everyday thinking of finishing off this Jhumpa Lehri novel of mine which is dying to get out of my bag and praying to rest in peace for ages. But then one call and other, friends dropping in. I love them coming home but then at the same time I crib I don't get time for my self. If they don't come I wish them to drop in. Irony of life.
My room is at sixes and sevens. Just want to clear up the mess in life. Not happening!!! I will do it today for sure (std line coming out of my mouth every day). But today I will, missing the party at Taj Residency:(.
Well to be honest I started this blog to write something else but this muddle headed state is in a mess and now I am ending up with this trash. I need a break it seems, all you people just gimme a break I need it badly.....................................
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